I find it really difficult to carry on my life like this. Sometimes i just want to give up, give in and don't give a fuck about anything.Seriously. This year is a particular hard year for me,emotionally and academically. i dunno why and its really really taking its toil on me. i really wan to fuck care now you know. i want my normal old life back. BUT I CANT HAVE IT. i'm in fucking agony.

STOP SUCKING THE LIFE OUT OF ME.